Rising again

As the year come to an end, it felt to me as if it was just another day. Too many personal thoughts that went through my mind, but the most dearest thought in my heart had been answered. Even if it didn't make a lot of difference, but it also made all things different. It puts peace to the storm in my heart, even though nothing can calm the under currents beneath its surface. But I am rising to the surface, and I can breathe again.

There is a flicker of light above the surface in the darkness. I finally reached out hoping to reach it one day. But how long will it take? I wouldn't know. But He knows. In His time, all things is made perfect, all things is made beautiful. But still I hope Time passes faster so that the wait is not too long. Anticipation is exciting and it makes you restless, it makes you frustrated, but I will be calm and put one feet in front of the other, because I am rising to the surface and onwards to the shore. I know that I will make it there soon.