Rising again

As the year come to an end, it felt to me as if it was just another day. Too many personal thoughts that went through my mind, but the most dearest thought in my heart had been answered. Even if it didn't make a lot of difference, but it also made all things different. It puts peace to the storm in my heart, even though nothing can calm the under currents beneath its surface. But I am rising to the surface, and I can breathe again.

There is a flicker of light above the surface in the darkness. I finally reached out hoping to reach it one day. But how long will it take? I wouldn't know. But He knows. In His time, all things is made perfect, all things is made beautiful. But still I hope Time passes faster so that the wait is not too long. Anticipation is exciting and it makes you restless, it makes you frustrated, but I will be calm and put one feet in front of the other, because I am rising to the surface and onwards to the shore. I know that I will make it there soon.

Back again

Yo! I'm back, well yesterday. Training was fine, and my stay was very pleasant. I stay in Palm Garden Hotel and I had a great time 'makan'-ing, haha. I totally enjoyed the buffet for two evening. Anyway, I was really tired the last day and had a full hour napping in the training centre during a 2 hrs lunch break, so sleepy. All in all, I had a good time.

Gotta Pack

Tomorrow I'll be travelling to Bangi (not far, I know). Anyway, I'll be on course (company training) for two days. I'm gonna go early 'cause I can never wake up and arrive on time, haha. I'm sort of excited.... I'll be back on Friday night.

Narnia~Lala Land

Last Friday, I suddenly went Narnia crazy. My favourite character of the show was of course Edmund and Lucy. I went absolutely Skandar Keynes crazy during work hours.

I recalled his dialogue with the Telmarine king, Miraz, when he challenges the man. Their expressions were priceless for me.

This is the part I trimmed for it. Oh, if you followed my 'I'm Smitten' blog you would have seen it. It's one of my favourite. Their expressions are just good. By the way, I totally love the accent!

I absolutely love this particular character because of his great change in his role from the first Narnia movie. I love the character because he was given a more important role that brought a strong message from the story.

It was about GRACE and one who experienced it and how it affect us that it made us live our lives the way we did. If you have seen the first two movies, you might understand what I on about.

Snip, snip!

Today I went to get my hair cut, well, not exactly cut, but more or less, trim it, cause my ends are splitting for ages.

For those who knew me well enough knows that I hate to cut my hair short, but hey, now everybody who read this blog knows.

Well, I'm just blabbering about things today and haircut is just out of the ordinary things I do today.

Just stuff (*shrug*)

I'm rather tired today, but i thought, 'Lets' update my blog,'. I haven't updated it in ages! Anyway, nothing much had happened really. Still going through life as it is. I realized that I haven't been doing a lot of many things so other than the essential things I need and have to do. Here's my not-so-important to do list:

1. Watch Jigoku Shoujo Live Action-just watched the 1st episode yesterday and it was creepy. I'm not big fan of horror but it wasn't bad. Probably not good for the horror fans but good enough for me, haha.
2. Watch Hero-for all Lee Junki fans (such as myself) out there. It's his new thing, but you guys probably know already. I haven't started on it but I hope to do it soon.
3. Watch Koishite Akuma-I'm a crazy vampire fan. Okay, maybe not crazy, crazy. But enough to chase after the movies and books. But I didn't have the initiative to chase after The Vampire Diaries just yet. Naturally, I'll love Twilght and this. Oh, and for those who read, The Morganville Vampire is a good read.
4. Watch Hidarime Tantei EYE-it sounded interesting anyway.

Yeah, I know, drama series again. But these are what in my mind at this moment.

Cherio!

It's Yesterday Once More

If you guys don't get what the title's got to do with this post. It's actually one of The Carpenter's song's title. These days I've been listening to some of old Westlife songs and 5ive (with a mixture of some more recent songs). I really missed them and I missed Bryan (sigh).

[HQ] DBSK- Toki wo Tomete

Scary Thing Astrology is...

I am going through my final project for this semester and circumstances forced us (me & my group) into Astrology. I had been quite curious over these things since a long time ago and once in a while reads horoscopes from the papers for amusement (because those in the papers are rubbish).

But it scares me at how rather accurate horoscopes are when it comes to describing your characters and I was like, "Oh dear, these are really convincing! No wonder people believes in these sort of thing" again. I find that my character is described almost accurately, both the good character and the bad. A good thing Capricorns are buds with Taurus. Or else, these bulls at home will declare war with this seagoat.

Hmm... should I post what I read?

Peter Chao's Full Moon

To all Twilight Saga fans, you have just GOTTA watch this!

Expectations

Life is so hard (so to say) when you expect for yourselves. At least it sort of is for me. It's just so frustrating when you are so hyped up to do something and yet a part of you just want to waste it away.

Was it just laziness? Maybe.

Do I really value the things I say I want to do? What is my ultimate goal and desire? Most importantly, what is my destiny? What is my path?

I am the only dreamer in my family. I have plenty of dreams, but these dreams are turning burdensome. I'm torned between what I think I want and my conscience. As the oldest in the family, I'm to help to provide for the family, yet I feel that I'm burdening everyone I love.

I sought to be accepted, but what worth it is when you know you would be shunned? Then again, am I really different? True, I have different preferences, why is it that I feel left out by people who cares?

I feel that I had been barely alive as a human. Maybe. Just maybe something just isn't meant to be. What is the use even if I have decided?

Bad Habit, Good for Health?

This is an article on MSN I came across. Now, I'm not saying that we should go ahead and do this things, but it's more for awareness of it's good and bad. So here's the link!:

http://lifestyle.malaysia.msn.com/Wellbeing/Health/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3858571

Vampire Knights: Guilty

I've finished watching the second season. I can't wait for the third season. They have to make it! They just got to!

My New Addiction

I've got something I want to do at this time. Guess what.


Banpaia Naito!

I'm on to my second series Guilty. It's so good! Still my favourite pair is Kaname and Yuuki!

It's a New Year!!!

Well, 2009 is gone and here comes 2010. I should have blogged about new years earlier but hey, I wasn't in the mood. I wonder what will it be in this new year. New challenges ahead as I'm be a new deputy of my group. Anyway, to today is a good day!