Just Today...

Semester has started again, today is the first day and I've got muscleache from the Olympics last Sat. It was a great day, but the weather was so....hot! I wasn't feeling that well on that day, so I started feeling nausea after a short while under the sun. My group didn't win, but it was great fun to have so many new friends to join us. I'm glad that they find the games enjoyable.

When I was coming back from college today, I stopped by at Ampang Point & had 1901 Texas Ted Hot Dog for lunch. It's so good! But don't take me word for it since I have a weird taste some times. Aww...man, I'm hungry again.

Iljimae!!!!

I've just finished the kdrama last week! Aaaa...I've fallen in love with Lee Junki all over again! For those who don't know who he is, he's acted in a kdrama titled 'My Girl' and a movie titled 'The King and the Clown'.

In this drama, he acted as a son of a noble family, to be more exact the nephew of the king in Chosun era -Lee Geom. His father, Lee Wonho, was accused of treason and was killed one night with him being the only witness since he was hidden by his father in a wardrobe.

In that one fateful night, his family was scattered. He himself was 'stolen' by a thief who broken into his house after his father was killed. He was raised by the thief and his wife. But after suffering from the trauma, he lost his memories after a high fever. He grew to be a young man with a good heart, but acted like a scoundrel. Always being bullied by classmates who were born into noble families, he began to regain his memories.

He then began to search for his birth sister and mother with the help of a gangster. But being a son of a traitor, wrongly accused or not, his searching had to be done in secret. Unfortunately, when he has found his sister, she was caught and was charged as a wanted criminal for being a runaway slave girl and for injuring a guard. Having learned that she was a traitor's daughter, and her brother, Lee Geom, had been in contact her, the authorities set up a gallows to lure him out. However, in his failure to rescue his sister, he watched her being hanged to death. He abandoned the thought of finding his mother, afraid for endangering her life, hoping that she is well and alive somewhere.

He shifted his focus to avenge his father's death by looking for the owner of a sword which had a symbol carved into the blade as a clue. It led him to his father's comrades who are all the king's loyal ministers. He tricked his adopted father to teach and train him the skill of a thief, and train martial arts from a con man. In his searching, he steals from rich foolish nobles who extorted their wealth from the poor and commoners, and he returned what he had stolen to the poor.

Sounds familiar? Of course, he is 'Robin Hood' to the people. The rich feared him for their wealth, the soldier hated him for various reasons, the people loved him and gave him a name, Iljimae, which mean a branch of plum/titis flower (mei hua). For every time he steals, he leaves behind a drawing of a branch of plum flowers. The townspeople began to declared him as King as after an incident and the people began to lose faith in the king.

As the story climaxed, the truth of his father's death led him to the Palace. He began to planned to burglarise the Palace. That one night, he found out about everything and after threatening the king, he disappeared. Rumors of him being dead was spread all over country. However, after 4 years, someone else burglarised into the Palace the same way.

All in all it was a good drama, I cried so bad in the tragic moments. For those who will be watching it, enjoy! It is really a treat to all Lee Junki's fan and kdrama's fan.

Something to look forward this new year....

This year, I believe, is going to be an exciting year. There is so much to hear and so much to see. I have been waiting for most of this. Some had been completed, some are still shooting, and some are becoming this year! What in the world are you blabbering about?! Movies, Dramas! Yea!

This is Iljimae, it out and I'm currently watching it. It's a Korean movie starring the Korean heartthrob Lee Junki. It's already completed. But since I am only starting with the first few eps so I can't give much comments yet, but so far it's quite interesting!

This is a twdrama Pi Li MIT or The Clue Collector! It's about a group in a school consisted of blacklisted students solving crimes and mysteries within the school. It is airing now online, haha and I can't wait for ep 10!

There was a circulation about new mini dramas from DBSKs!!!! Yaaaaa....!Can't wait, can't wait!

It's A New Year

One year has come, a year of struggles (mainly with myself). Not exactly the right word to use...but you get my point. Reflecting on the last year, I sometimes wondered what did I do, what did I achieve, what is it that I am looking for?

I kinda found what I am looking for, and I think I'm gonna make a surprise debuted of myself so don't be surprise if you found out about anything. All my life I have done things people want me to do, things they want me to achieve, well, not anymore. A dull life doesn't really suit me. Get it right people... Being quite is not being dull. Take that!

Anyway, it's January 7 now! Happy Birthday, Ern!

Business Studies

It's not like I hated business but I knew I was never good at it. So, why the bloody hell am I in here? *Sigh!* Just exactly how did I get myself into this mess... Don't get me wrong, I love my course, but I seriously don't know why am I here at times. I'm just not passionate about business that's all. I hate exams and calculations, how did I get into this? I wonder if I was allowing myself to be pushed around too much. Why don't I have any control over my own life? Life just sucks when you don't get to choose your future!

Blood Donation!

Hi!


I've donated blood for the first time today, and I was sooo.....nervous! The needles are horrifyingly thick! I don't even want to think about it, but apart from it, it's really a pleasent experience actually. I finally learned my blood type. It's an 'A', Yay!


But since it's my first time, I didn't go alone, of course, I'd grab my best mate, my sister, of course! It's actually a very nice experience, despite the needle, but it's not so bad! Maybe another trip 3 months later!

Ambitions unfulfilled?

Along the journey called 'Life', I find myself wondering if people appreciated me before they find me 'gone'. So tempted even until recently to run and hide away from all I know. Such selfish thoughts! But honestly, can anyone truly say that not once in a lifetime that you feel miserable and abandoned, being laughed at for the fantasies of a young girl's dream, or perhaps a young man's dream, often then not by those closest to you? And I dare say that I'm a young girl. Not a teenager, but should still be young and carefree as well as serious when time comes, and to find big dreams facinating and achievable once a while.

I never pampered myself with fancy dreams, but it is rather practical, though a little far from reach but still achievable. I kept this dreams from most people because it was rather ungodly and very much worldly. But who is to say that I can't achieve things that are not a norm of my cliques, if not my peers.

I have very much find myself nearly resolved to apply actions to my dreams. As I do not know what sort of sacrifices I will have to make, and very much troubled at how others would see me (I meant whether if I'll stumble anyone), I refrained. But I can't keep brooding while I'm young, and regret what could have been in the future. Oh, how I feel like a young woman being scorned at just because I have a profession as a writer back a century ago!

Nicely put the thoughts of a young heart which brought me back to my motto a few years back, something about not regretting the past. The truth is, I still do not know what is in store for me, and wandering aimlessly for a plan for a living, but I do not want to live an ordinary life as the ordinary me. Oh, by what I mean is my working life/environment.

I want to be different! But I have been shunned away by the one and only person whom I can talk to for comfort, for support, for encouragement, and for many other things. Oh, how one can be a stumbling block! Who can a poor girl turn to if not her mother? But I'm not here to talk ill about her, as she is human and this is just one of the times she had made her unwitty remarks and laughed at it. But it did mattered that she can't see the my seriousness and uncertainty in the matter, or she's just blind as at heart as she is physically.

I don't blame her though, might she be womanly, but she isn't at all girly most of the times. I suppose her struggles in her youth caused her to be even more manly, than she already is, than girly. Although, I am not so girly myself, thank heavens for that! Maybe I should just think more about this or maybe just try it out. There's no harm to try, and who knows I may do well, only I feared, pray not, that I should stray from Him!