Unreserved Love

This is just the lyric for the song item that Amy, Suet Ling and I will be performing. It has a Cantonese version & an English version. Since I don't know read and type Chinese, so here's the English version. I hope the lyrics will touch your heart.

I've always been told love won't survive

Promises will turn into lies

The world just thinks love comes & passes through

It never last pure & true

But I still believe love can last

It's Your unfailing love that gives me rest

You were there when I needed you most

I'll never walk all alone

[CHORUS]

On the cross You died and took away my curse

Love so wondrous no one ever could deserve

Your bleeding hands proved Your love unreserved

You're my greatest joy & treasure on the earth...

Make my life a fragrant offering I pray

Help me, Lord, to serve You truly everyday

Through tears & joy, I'll give You all my praise

Let the whole world know Your love & grace

Isn't it wonderful the lyrics? Especially for those brokenhearted out there, isn't it a comfort? Yikes! I just remembered that I had to think of a narration for the song. For those coming for YP this Sat, enjoy!

Nothing Special, Just Excited!

Well, new semester had started. As expected my first Macro Economics lecturer was boring. But fortunately, I sat at the front rows so I was able to stay awake. But then again, the lecturer is not so bad, of course. Since it's the first lecture, you can say that he's being a bit lenient on us, but I hope I'll be able to stay focused for 14 weeks *xp*. After 2 hours lecture, I dropped the car with my mom in 'Tam Kong' and went home.

I'm a bit excited today. Not only that this Sat I, Amy, & Suet Ling is going to perform a song item entitled "Unreserved Love", but coming up the week after next the C.A.R. & the Petra Angels will be performing for P1 (Program 1)! Well, we've held a meeting just a few hours ago and had a pretty interesting idea on how the performance gonna be. Can't tell you the details now but one thing I can tell you is that, it is gonna be in a form of outreach, so...try not to come alone, okay? The C.A.R. & the Petra Angels will do our best! Fighto - Oh!

I beg your pardon, but I am different!

Sometimes I wonder if is it a sin to like something different? Different preference of hairstyle, clothing, interests, or even thoughts and understanding/perception.

Lately, ever since I-, no, not lately. How should I say this? For example, I like to keep my hair long. It has been like this ever since, no matter what other people say. Stubborn, maybe, but this is me, this is what I like, so what! You have no idea how I felt when a high school junior came to me and say, 'I know you,' because my long hair made me stand out in the school yearbook. Not that I wanted to show off or anything, but it makes people feeling better when they are different from others. Is that so bad to be different then?

I don't know why people always criticise my preferences. Although, most of you out there don't. Why is it that *you have to scowl or frown when I like things that you don't? Is it so bad that I like boy bands better than single artists? Is it bad that I enjoy reading mangas, comics, fanfictions, and novels? What's wrong in being a fan of Korean, Japanese, or whatever other celebrities? It's not like I'm obsessed with them, I simply wanted to share my preference with people I am closest with. And come on, who wouldn't get over excited over things they like!

Some time ago, I had been told a series of time that I have bad taste in music just because that someone don't like my kind of music. Fine. I took those words in the first time. Then, the second. And comes the third, fourth, fifth, and on and on. I mean, give me a break! Is it so wrong that I like DBSK and KAT-TUN, and instead of just BSB or N'Sync?!

Sure, they are Koreans and Japanese and I don't understand they are saying but, hey, at least that will motivate me to learn other languages (P/S: I've always want to learn other languages but rarely motivated). Not to mention, they are really talented!

Okay, never mind that. I'm not here to preach about them, just gotten sidetrack.

In a nutshell, is my taste in music so bad that it is worth talking about? And secondly, what in your guts (or something else) does my preferences had to do with *you?! Step back and stay back! And as much as I hated this phrase, here's it for *you: 'You like, I like'!

(P/S: *you - that someone)

Wah...

Wah.... gomenasai! I haven't blogged for ages! A lot had happen since the last entry. Well, 1 semester had passed and *sigh* I had to repeat but things are not half as bad. That's all for now I guess. Till later....

Emo Me vs. Logical Me, Episode 1 - Exam's over!!!

April 28, 2008, 3.20pm.

Emo Me: "Yes! Woohoo...! I'm finally out of the place!" (Jumping & dancing like crazy)

Logical Me: "That's great! Now we can get rid our migrains! So, how did it go?"

Emo Me: (Stop dancing, looking uncertainly at Logical Me) "I don't know...I don't really understand the terms in the questions. But who cares!" (Start dancing maniacally again) "No more exams!!!" (Stop for a while) "Well, maybe until a few months later, yeah...!!!!" (Continued dancing)

Logical Me: "Ahem" (poked 3 times on Emo Me) "Sorry to burst your bubble...Do you realise that you'll have to the whole of first year if you fail?!"

Emo Me: (Stop dancing abruptly) (Wailed loudly) "Why can't you just stop reminding me...?"

Logical Me: "I'd love to, honey, but I can't. If I don't remind you, we'll both be fried!"

Emo Me: (Crying out loud) "Waaaahhhh...!!!! Why me....?!!!!!!"

Logical Me: (Sigh defeatedly and muttered) "It's not like we can change that now... I've really got to get us organised...or we'll be dead meat" (Sigh again, rubbing temple) "If I'd listen to me" (shaking head)

Emo Me: "Waaaaaahhhhhhh..............!!!!!

Logical Me: (Sigh!)

Aftermath of April's Fool

Hey,

How's ur April's Fool?

A friend of mine sent an SMS to me & a few other classmates & told us her hostel caught fire in the middle of the night. But sadly, I was very well aware that she sent it on a very early April's Fool morning. So, I went to college as usual as if nothing's happen, waiting for her to ask about the message.

As expected, she asked me during our break. I backfired her Fools by pretending that I haven't gotten any news. She walked right into the lie...probably thought that I had no reasons to tell her a lie. Boy, was she wrong!

Then, I cut into her 'speech' before she could tell me that she had tried to fool me, by saying April Fool.

And then, I told her that I actually received the message...

Amnesia...

I hate it when it happened.

I can never seems to remember the important things. Small things like duties & homework...

Is it a medical condition or just the nature of Man?

Memories that I desperately hang on to but it always slip away. Hearing them once and it was snatched away from my thoughts the next second. Memories that I want freedom from seem to come back to me in the most inappropriate time.

I hate it when it happened...